Goodbye, Ahmad..

Ahmad..

your moan still heard

your smile still remembered

your body still imagined

your dreams still illustrated  

I cried can not see you anymore

Sorry..sorry..I can not go there

Hopefully, your kindness and your spirit when accompanied us during that day is received by Allah SWT. Amien

Goodbye, Ahmad.. 

* Ahmad is a boy.  He is a good and cheerful boy as I know from Mas Firmansyah. He lived in Kampung Gunung Batu, Bogor. His disease that attacked him for about a year ago couldn't be cured and getting worse day by day. although I just met him once, and I'll never see him again. but I could feel his spirit to stay alive when I visited him last month with Mas Firmansyah and his friends.    

Laugh and Tears

It’s about my big family holiday in Nongkojajar last time. when the sky was getting dark, me and my big family come together in the terrace. There was no second plan if we couldn’t do our agenda that already arranged by committee. So we made a circle and told each other about everything. All the people have to shared their story. Their relationship, job, business, wishes and suggestion. Then laugh, funny, tears and love appear to the whole room at that night. 

 mom Wied giving her cheek to sist Dinda and say congratulation for her pregnant

 (left-right) brother Citra, sist Putri, mom Nanik, and me. just dancing.

brother Donny told his trip to Blitar and visited our family there

 

that's the situation in the terrace

 brother Isa played his guitar and accompanied us

sist Putri shared her relationship and gave us suggestion

sist Lita and her husband (brother Andika) after "press release" their feeling

That's life story. sadness and happiness always coloring our day. so I want to say, don't be afraid to face the world. God beside us. and family around us.

love my family..:)

 

my september

when my calendar showing that it's september, remind me about my journey a year ago. believe it or not, I reached mahameru. that's never imagined in my mind. I am not a climber and never go to hiking before. but somebody invited me to follow and I believe in him. nobody can hinder my desire at that time. and I believe that "passion, happiness, and positive thinking can created by ourself if we want to do it!"

Happy Iedul Fitri

Dinda Dinar Gumilang and Saca Firmansyah say :

"Taqobbalallahu minna wa minkum.May Allah SWT accept our pray and all of the right things

in Ramadhan.amien"

just take your time!

It's me and Elok, one of my close friends. she's look so gorgeous wearing hijab and stiil funny's sista.
yesterday, I went to her house. finally! cause I miss her much. she's really happy and told about everything.
and now I know that silaturrahim is great. that's showed by An Nisaa, " Dan bertakwalah kepada Allah yang dengan (mempergunakan) nama-Nya kamu saling meminta satu sama lain, dan (peliharalah) hubungan silaturrahim. Sesungguhnya Allah selalu menjaga dan mengawasi kamu." (4:1)
so let's take your time and see your friends. 

Start Ramadhan

There are two things that makes me happy and be grateful. First, I say alhamdulillah I can meet Ramadhan in this year. So I'm still have a chance to be a better person. Try to hold my self from 'bad things'. It's not only about avoid food and drink, but also our words. Sometimes, it's seems easy to say but it's not easy to do. Right.
Then, fortunately I was born in a warm family who are they love me so much. We were gathering in first day of Ramadhan. Forgive each other. And prayed tarawih together.  
What a wonderful Ramadhan and Happy Fasting. ^_^